I have decided.

I want to be Dante. No more work, school, gym. Just napping and snuggling all day. And barking at animals.

And congrats on GAP! Yay! Don't quit that one when I go out there, but let them know you would like a few extra days off. Or you don't have to do that. I don't care. I'll just miss you when you're not around.

Love love love love.

Carbondale trip and a dollar a minute.

Oh how wonderful. Bathing in mountain sun.





Me and puppy!







Went to Madison's art show!

The day I made a dollar a minute.




















Haitian Man that kept me very entertained. But then he fell asleep and was victim to the camera.















Bus pictures up.



























Marble Quarry. Snowy day.

The things to tell you.

Caitlin may or may not be falling in love. And like really. Actually love. Maybe. The kind that I might actually forget all my boundaries for. Scary. But fun. And wonderful. And makes my heart skip a beat. And I forget how to breathe. Like a vampire love story.

Holy Pictures Batman!

Dante went Crazy.


We doodle. As a group.
Caitlin drank some delicious Goldschlager and Rootbeer.
Notice the drink is gone.

Caitlin does work.

And she loves you.

You HAVE to see this.

Oh holy jesus. Look what someone sent me on myspace. Are you kidding me? What kind of scam could this be? I'm just curious, and want to give you a good laugh.

Hi there. I'm sorry if this is a bit strange, but I had to give it a try. I'm a young writer, and I'm in a band. We're new, but there's a decent chance we'll be famous within a year or so. And yeah, I know how that sounds. We're based in Chicago, but I came out here a little while ago with my ex, and to write. I'm 5'9, dark blond hair, blue eyes, 165 lb, cute baby face.The reason I sent you this is this. And feel free to tell me to piss off... but I just went through something of a... messy... breakup, and honestly I find you attractive and am looking for something um... more when I'm here in colorado.I do have pictures, and I will send after we talk for a few minutes. I need to be careful, discreet at first. Partially because I really don't want to hurt my ex's feelings letting her know I'm out looking like this. And also because I need to be careful bandwise. If we talk for a few minutes and I feel like we're on the same wavelength, and I can trust you, I'll send pictures, no problem.Like I said, feel free to fell me to fck off. If you may be interested, IM me on yahoo at ethan812003 or AIM at ethanamb2005. Or tell me your screenname.You're ridiculously hot in your picture, by the way...

Peter Bjorn and John

Grand National

Two very good new bands! Just if maybe you need something new to listen to.

I'm at work. So bored. Thinking about all the things I could potentially do after work, and considering just sleeping till tomorrow. Depression giveaways-sleeping. But if I don't go to sleep, then I'm going to see a Burlesque show! I wish I was there with you. Watching you work, hanging out with your new manliness. Meeting my maniless to be. Being happy. I'm just exhausted all the time now. Tired tired tired. Tattoo soon. Did I already tell you I turned it over to two different artists? The battle is on!

Also must get a camera. Because my blog sucks in comparison now.

Updation.

Today I talked to Nathan via text. I really do miss him. I don't know where you guys stand, but I hope you will get a long sooner rather than later. I turned your design over to my tattoo guy. I can't wait to see how he's going to make it come to life. I don't think I can leave it as a rectangle, which stinks, because that gets rid of the border, but I don't know. I think I'll add in gemini symbols around the circles in the oval border? Sound like a good idea?

I've come to terms with my ridiculously busy life. Although I'm always exhausted, and never have to sit down, think, or do relaxing things for myself. I have lots of money. And therefore will be able to spend a lot of time in WISCONSIN come January. I'm thinking around the 3rd to around the 17th? I miss everyone. Especially you. And Sam. I wish that I could live out there so I could stop thinking that he has doesn't care for me at all, and either come to terms with the fact that he doesn't, or start dating that lovely man.

Maybe you could come visit me sometime? We could have a lot of fun together. Bar-hopping. Partying. Dancing. Hiking. Walking. Enjoying life with you, because that's my favorite way to survive!

In addition to all my other bitching and moaning, what if I did my hair like this? I love it.

Love.

Photog deprived.

This one is my favorite, but I can't put it up because of my little stomach roll.

I need a camera so I can log my life! Damn it!

Tattooooo.

I can't wait to get my tattoo. Christ I've been waiting forever! I just want a Laine reminder, all day every day. Oh hell yeah.

Now I can't post pictures anymore. Damn thieves. Have to buy a new one with the money I don't have.

Oh life.

So I don't have any pictures to post...because...my car has been broken into again! This will be the third or fourth time. Lovely. Except this time, I really fucked up. I accidentally left my social security card in there for my new job purposes. These people knew what the fuck was up. They went through everything I had. My trunk, seat pockets, dash, glovebox. They took my emergency car kit (not the tow rope though, thank the heavens above), wallet, stereo, camera, silver change, shitty jewelry, bank envelopes. I hate myself for leaving my stuff in the car, but you figure that if you lock the doors then it will be okay. No. It won't. I thought if I hid my purse, it would be okay. No. It won't. Now I have a broken car, broken dash, and partially broken spirit. I can only take so much. Working seven days a week, never getting ahead, not knowing what to do with my life, not being as good in school as my sibling, fighting my genetic make-up, consistent health problems, loneliness, unhappiness, etc. What to do, what to do. I need a day off. I need to hike. I need to relax. I need something to make it better. A couple thousand dollars sure wouldn't hurt. People in this town repaying what they owe me. Not just money, but favors, love, care, attention. I'm tired of taking care of people, it's hard enough to take care of myself. Don't they understand? I give it all.

Go big, or go home.

ReMaxamillion.

This is me at my weekend job! I love it, if you can't tell. I have a BUNCH of these, but this one just looked the funniest. To make up for that picture I put of you the other day. That was a good day at work though. No fat annoying Byron (evil agent), the copy machine was broken (I couldn't do anything!) and Krista Koth brought her dog in! A german shepard straight out of Germany. He was soooo gorgeous. Sooo gorgeous. Like I was drooling. He made my day. And he loved me! And I got to go home early that day, and go to yoga. Yay for yoga. My life...is okay.

Story time!

Once upon a time, two awesome girls got drunk, and went on a party adventure. Then they took a break to nap in a church courtyard that they used to go to when they were in grade school. Where they ditched the religious bullshit to hang out with hooligans in a basement with painted wall and condoms. Sunburned and red, they walked/danced their way to a pretty lame bonfire. Then decided to leave, but not really. They had a magical man named Davey come pick them up, and take them to another lame party, that one of the girls was tooooo drunk for. So they walked home, in the rain, soaking wet shoes, clothes. But my sunburn felt a little better.

The End!

Ouch.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=05Hk7zc4oGs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5rhhQbyYV0

For my own personal knowledge. I'm at work.

Katamari world?

Oh and we have to do this. Like have to do this. I could come to Madison for Halloween! I wanna be the queen though. AND that bottom picture is a cake. Yeah, that's right. When I get married, this is what I'm having. Ooooh yeah.

Small update.

You haven't ever met Dante, but he's curious to meet you. Today, I cleaned, ate tomato soup, went to the gym, cleaned an office building, opened a downtown building, and went out with Arthur. Boring. It's your first day of work today! Don't know when you'll read this, but I hope you have a great day! And learn how to pronounce it. And send my tattoo. PLEASE!

Boom baby!

Awww. We're so cute. Just makes you wanna puke. But the hike, now there was nothing nauseating about that! I miss you! We'll have to do this when you come visit, if the weather prevails. It's like 30 minutes from my house, and it's gorgeous. Starts out wooded, and then opens up. Like 3 lakes on the way up. Maybe 2 waterfalls. Yeah. Take that bitch.

Love.